I hate this feeling, I’m not number one anymore, or top girl, or his first priority :( yes I tried and tried to get him realise that school was always first, but even though that was my real did he never notice that I never stuck too it? I saw him every weekend and had him sleep over when I had many assignments but he never noticed :( now he says school is first but he means it :’( won’t let me call or see him or text him and I hate it :’( I feel like I’m just slipping from him :’( I hate not feeling as loved as I used to be :( seems you’re only ever excited to see me when I say we will have sex. Awesome. I hate not meaning as much to someone as I use too :’( I hate it so much :’(

I’m convinced my boyfriend is cheating on me :’(

If one more person lets me down I swear to god I will just have an emotional breakdown on the spot.